It has been a while since Gracie and I have sent you an update about our lives and ministry. We are doing well, enjoying the weekly rhythms of life here at home: Tuesday morning Tierra Nueva staff prayer, Bible studies in the jail and prison, Sunday evening worship, prayer appointments and advocacy. We feel very blessed- amazed that we have been able to continue forward in the face of big challenges.

This past year 2018-19 (we organize ourselves according to the academic year) we completed six Certificates in Transformational Ministry at the Margins. This has meant offering three separate, four-day trainings in these six locations: Glasgow, Bristol, Paris, Rabat (Morocco), Vancouver, and Wellington (New Zealand). Some 210 front-line pastors and ministry workers have completed our training in these six places—as well as many students I teach at Westminster Theological Centre.

We are deeply grateful to God that we were able to accomplish this during this past year. There has been a continuous threat that I’d have to start chemotherapy since being diagnosed with follicular lymphoma last July. After the first four months of treatment with a clinical trial drug the tumor had actually grown by 18%. Since December, though the tumor has shrunk by 65.5% and I’ve been feeling great!

So Gracie and I are moving forward with our calling—which will continue to keep us here at home 2/3 of the time—and on the road offering our trainings 1/3 of the year.

We describe our calling as “bringing the best to “the least”— referring to “the least of these my brothers/sisters” that Jesus calls people to attend to in Matthew 25:45. Through our trainings we seek to make Jesus Christ and his infinite wisdom know in the places of greatest need and darkness. The places where we teach are diverse and the participants vary greatly, even within the same groups. Some are illiterate and others have graduate school diplomas—though most are somewhere in between. But one thing they share in common is a strong commitment to serve the most broken and needy people.

Our CTMM trainings are designed to equip ministry workers in Word, Spirit and Street perspectives (see video description of this here). There are many places where liberating Bible study, empowerment and gifts of the Holy Spirit and advocacy/justice are separated— but we are committed to bringing these critical dimensions of faith together.

We are deeply impacted by descriptions of Jesus going out by the seashore, with all the people coming to him, and he was teaching them (Mark 2:13). Bringing Jesus’ teaching to the margins requires deliberate effort of going outside the church- to the seashores of our time: workplaces, recovery houses, streets, homeless shelters, prisons. We love Jesus’ response to scribes and Pharisees who criticize him for receiving and eating with tax collectors and sinners: “It is not those who are healthy who need a physician, but those who are sick; I did not come to call the righteous, but sinners” (Mark 2:17).

We seek to do this through our work here with Tierra Nueva in Burlington—where we develop everything we bring out to the world. Through The People’s Seminary we bring this out to the larger world in specific ways.

We are nearly finished preparing a series of four volumes of Bible studies which we plan to start publishing in September under the titles Guerrilla Bible Studies. The first volume includes twelve Bible studies designed for use with people who have no exposure to Christian faith. The following twelve are for new Christians, followed by two volumes that take people further along in their journey of faith.

We have new CTMMs planned for 2019-2020 in Stockholm (Sweden), Lausanne (Switzerland), and Mumias and Malindi (Kenya)- with requests that are in process for Siberia, Casa Blanca (Morocco), Cape Town, and Hamilton, Ontario. Our highest priority now is equipping other trainers so courses can be offered without us. This is already happening in Kenya, where my brother Andy is currently offering two CTMMs with African teachers we have trained.

We value your prayers at this time—for continued shrinkage of the tumor and complete healing from lymphoma before my next July 31 CT scan. Please pray also for success in completing Guerrilla Bible Studies, translation of CTMM manuals in Russian and clear discernment about how to train and mobilize more trainers.

If you feel called to contribute financially, here are the options.

1)   Online E-giving through: https://secure.egsnetwork.com/donate/5C7582D0-5705-4EF9-ABB5-F1DB00D9447B

2)   Sending checks earmarked “Ekblad Support” to Tierra Nueva, PO Box 410, Burlington, WA 98233
3)   Donating via PayPal through:  http://give.fivetwo.org/give.tierra-nueva.org/

Thank you for your support and prayers! Please let us know how we might pray for you as well. We would love to hear from you!

Bob and Gracie Ekblad
Founders and Senior Leaders

On May 24 Gracie and I were making our way from the airport terminal gate down the jetway and onto the plane in Seattle, heading first to San Francisco and then on to New Zealand. We had all our stuff carefully packed into our fairly minimalist carry-on suitcases and backpacks. Gracie is a master packer, fitting an amazing assortment of remedies and the perfect apparel for New Zealand winter, in carry-ons.

A young woman in high heals was navigating the sloping entrance ramp down to the plane, guiding her carry-on with one hand, and precariously holding a big plastic bag bursting with whatever didn’t fit into her case in the other. Suddenly she tipped the bag and a shampoo bottle, lip stick and other toiletries tumbled out. Bottles rolled down the ramp towards the door of the plane, and she scrambled awkwardly in her heals to pick up the items. I tried to help, and once she’d managed to get everything back in her bag Gracie told her she could probably use a backpack.

“Yeah for sure,” she said, laughing.

“So where are you heading?” I asked as we boarded the plane.

“Vegas,” she said with a party voice.

“Wow,” I said. “What are you going to do there?” I asked.

“Party!” she said.

“Where are you going?” she asked me.

“New Zealand,” I said.

“Wow, New Zealand! So cool!” she said. “What are you going to do there?”

Now I had to figure out something simple to say that would hopefully make sense to her. The plane was crowded and we were nearing our seats.

“We’re going to offer some training to people who serve people in society who experience rejection and hardships of different kinds. We provide special support to those who reach out to people who often don’t feel welcomed in churches, like prisoners, the homeless, undocumented immigrants, people struggling with addictions, and marginalized youth,” I explained.

“Wow, that is so interesting!” she replied.

“How did you get invited there?” she asked.

In the moment I couldn’t remember how it first happened, and then I did.

“I think it happened because someone who works as a chaplain in the New Zealand prison system read my book Reading the Bible with the Damned,” I explained.

“Reading the Bible with the Damned?!” she exclaimed, eyebrows raised.  You wrote a book? That sounds so interesting!”

“Well, we love to minister to people who are suffering in different ways, and help strengthen front-line workers serving people on the margins,” I said.

We found our seats, and the woman was in the row in front of Gracie, who had an aisle seat across from mine. After placing our things in the overhead bins the woman turned around and told us over the seat about how she had been suffering terribly the past year as her uncle had come into her family’s Vietnamese Restaurant, shooting and killing her two brothers and shooting her father in the legs. He had then killed himself while on the way to look for her, as the police were pursuing him.

It was time to buckle our seat belts for take off. We told her that if she had time in San Francisco before her next flight we would gladly pray for her. She said she’d really like that. We agreed to meet once we got off the plane. I then felt compelled to give her my book The Beautiful Gate, which she gratefully received.

Our plane took off and Gracie and I looked at each other in amazement. As we disembarked in San Francisco we lost track of the woman. We didn’t see her anywhere there at the gate, and assumed she’d gotten spooked, or for whatever reason, decided to skip the prayer. Then Gracie spotted her standing and waiting further down the terminal.

We approached her and asked her if she still wanted prayer.

“Yes I really do!” she said. “But I only have about 30 minutes before I need to get to my next flight.”

We found a quiet spot where there were a few chairs by one of the gates. She poured out her heart to us about her family tragedy. Her only siblings who she’d been very close to were dead, her father and mother were deeply traumatized, and had had to relocate and go into hiding in fear of her uncle’s family. She had loved her uncle, who had tutored her throughout her schooling. He’d turned against her family and then taken his own life.

She told us about her spiritual quest—which included plans to travel to Costa Rica for a New Age retreat involving taking Ayahuasca—a psychedelic drug used by indigenous Amazonian tribes. She hoped to start a holistic healing center in Hawaii.

But what she had done so far had not brought her the relief she was looking for. She sobbed and we ministered to her, praying for the Holy Spirit’s comfort.

She had rejected Christianity due to negative experiences in her brief involvement in a legalistic church. We told her about Jesus’ unconditional love for her and her family, and of his defeat of death. She shared about her battle with fear and deep sadness, and we told her how receiving God’s love through Jesus could strengthen her to drive out all fear.

She welcomed our words and we led her in prayers to receive God’s love and take a stand against fear. We prayed for the Holy Spirit to fill her. She said she felt a big weight lift off and a peace come over her.   

We encouraged her to keep seeking the truth, and not settle for anything less than what would really bring true comfort and freedom from fear and despair. We told her about Jesus’ words: “Ask and you will receive. Seek and you will find. Knock and the door will be opened.” We affirmed her openness and desire to be involved in holistic healing. We encouraged her to recognize that she needs a strong remedy for the darkness that assails her and her family, and encouraged her to learn more about Jesus through reading the Gospels, and to consider asking Jesus for ongoing help. She received our words with an open heart that deeply moved us.

We exchanged emails and she hugged us before parting ways- she to Las Vegas and we to Auckland and on to Wellington.

This first encounter set the tone for our entire time in New Zealand, which was full of rich times of prayer for healing for people’s heart wounds and for freedom.  We continue to pray for this woman and hope to stay in contact. We feel inspired to stay alert to any other assignments that may come our way as we travel through life. There’s nothing more exciting than participating in Jesus’ ministry.

Check out my Pentecost Sunday sermon: “Receiving Comfort from the Holy Spirit.”

Last Thursday night my Tierra Nueva colleague Kevin and I went into Skagit County Jail to lead a series of Bible studies. A group of four or five men from the first tier of cells called “upper Q pod” gather with us around a metal table bolted to the floor, while others watch TV, take showers or work out. I pass out a sheet with Romans 7:14-8:3 all printed out, and after Kevin opens in prayer I invite someone to read the first verse.  One of the men reads it aloud, and I am immediately struck by both its strangeness and relevance. “For we know that the law is spiritual, but I am of flesh, sold into bondage to sin.” “Do we know these things?” I ask. The men around the table acknowledge that they do in fact feel like they are in bondage. They mention addictions, old habitual ways of being, endless legal troubles and relationship impasses. Nobody sees the law as spiritual, except one man who says he sees the law as a power that crushes him.  I explain that “the law” here Paul’s referring to is not the laws of the land, but rather God’s instructions written in Scripture that guide us, helping us choose life. God’s spiritual laws include “love the Lord your God with all your heart, all your soul, all your mind and strength, and your neighbor as yourself,” and Jesus’ call to forgive, or to love your enemies. “Have any of you found it difficult to follow your conscience, or to practice what you think to be the best path forward, or the will of God?” I ask.  “Let’s see what the next verse says,” I suggest. “For what I am doing, I do not understand; for I am not practicing what I would like to do, but I am doing the very thing I hate,” someone reads. People resonate visibly with these words, talking freely about how stuck they feel, like failures when it comes to following their consciences and doing what they know to be right. As we continue to read on people seem amazed by how Paul’s words hit home, describing so accurately their experience. “I find then the principle that evil is present in me, the one who wants to do good. For I joyfully concur with the law of God in the inner man, but I see a different law in the members of my body, waging war against the law of my mind and making me a prisoner of the law of sin which is in my members. Wretched man that I am! Who will set me free from the body of this death? Thanks be to God through Jesus Christ our Lord!” (Rom 7:22-25). A young man beside me is particularly moved. I ask him if he himself ever feels like the wretched man that Paul describes himself to be—in need of a liberator.  “Most definitely,” he responds, and others nod their agreement. “Have you ever asked Jesus to help you, to set you free?” I ask. “No, me and Jesus don’t have anything going,” he says. “Oh really, is there any reason in particular for that?” I ask. “I didn’t grow up in a religious home,” he says.  “I didn’t grow up knowing anything about Jesus. This is about as far as I’ve ever gone into any of this,” he says. I ask God for some kind of response that might get his attention, and the number 29 comes into my head. “Are you 29 by any chance?” I ask. “Yes, how did you know?” he asks, surprised. “I don’t know, but I do know that when you’ve gone through your twenties, and you’ve tried living life your own way, after a lot of difficulties, failures and falls you can feel tired and at a loss for how to live your life differently” I say. He looks stunned, and acknowledges that I’d described his twenties pretty accurately.  “So if Jesus is described here as setting people free from being stuck in their old ways, why not give him a try and ask him to help you,” I suggest. “Wow man, I’ve gone further with you into all this than with anyone,” the 29-year-old guy tells me.  I ask if any of the other men had experienced Jesus setting them free in any way—and a Hispanic man across the table from me tells an amazing story of nearly drowning in the Skagit river when he was high on meth. “I was under the water, being pulled down by a current and I came to the point of total surrender, giving my life over to God,” he recounts. “Then my leg bumped up against a log and I found the current pushing me right up and out.” The story impresses everyone, and the men want to pray. The young man beside me wants to ask Jesus to set him free, and does.  We experience a sacred moment I find myself longing for more and more these days.  A correctional officer calls everyone to return to their rooms, and as Kevin and I leave he suggests we can split up so one of us to cover the lower tier of Q pod, while another of us visits the men in the solitary confinement unit “M.”  I agree to stay and meet with lower Q.   Fifteen men gather around two of the metal tables, and we read through the Romans 7 passage again. The men share openly, confessing the truth of their bondage, their inability to change, their need for a savior to free them. They resonate with the sin that resides inside them being stronger than their capacity to live as they know in their hearts they want to live. They feel the struggle and say they want Jesus’ help.  We pray together, asking Jesus to set us free, and God’s presence has made a way once again. I leave feeling like I’m made for this, and tonight I get to go into the jail again. Check out Gracie’s sermon this past Sunday on Romans 7 here. Order Guerrilla Gospel: Reading the Bible for Liberation in the Power of the Spirit here.

These past few days I have experienced surprising generosity and gratitude from the indigenous people of our land. After planting my garden beside the river below our house I drove the car I’d used to haul compost downriver along the dike, making the loop through our neighbor’s property and back to our house.

I noticed lots of trucks parked beside the Skagit River where the Swinomish tribe launch their fishing boats during their salmon fishing seasons. I decided to stop and see if I could make contact with one of the fishermen—something I’ve done many times over the years.

As I approached a man who was busily arranging his nets, he appeared to not see me, and headed off to his car. As a white guy, I’ve experienced a mixed reception when I’ve come around the launch: indifference, resentment– and also cautious friendliness. Friendliness to white people has cost natives their land, their culture, their very lives—so I tried to approach with sensitivity to the many reasons they’d have to distrust me. I occasionally run into someone there whom I’ve met in my jail Bible studies who recognizes me and greets me warmly. Other times people are in their cars getting high and don’t want to be bothered.

I approached an older man who was arranging things in his fishing boat.

“That’s a nice boat,” I say.

“Yeah, it’s a Boston Whaler, it does the job,” he states, matter-of-factly.

“How’s the fishing? Are you fishing for Kings?” I ask.

“Yeah, we’re after Chinooks, the fishing’s ok, we’re getting a few,” he said.

Just then the other man I’d thought was ignoring me approached.

“Hey, would you like a steelhead?”

“Sure,” I said, “really?”

He motioned me over to his truck and opened a big blue plastic cooler.

“It got caught in the nets yesterday,” he said. “If you want it, I’ll give it to you.”

The man I’d been talking to in the boat yelled over to him. “Are you selling it to him?”

“No, I’m giving it to him,” he said, as he carried the shiny steelhead by its gills, walking beside me to my car.

“May God bless your fishing!” I said, thanking him for his gift. “I hope we’ll have good luck,” he said.

Yesterday, we were invited to the Swinomish blessing of the salmon fleet by Sarah, a Native American woman who attends our Tierra Nueva church and lives on the reservation ten minutes from our house.

The event, which packed out the Swinomish youth gymnasium, began with a warm welcome, followed by a drumming ceremony and then a lavish meal of seafood: smoked Chinook salmon, shrimp, crab, mussels and clams. A man approached whom I’d met in the jail, who attended our church a few years back while he was going through drug court. He came to thank me for the support we’d given him, and to tell me he’d now been clean five years.

After the meal we joined the procession to the Swinomish channel, where the ceremony was explained by the tribal chairman. Guests were honored and prayers and blessings were offered by the Catholic priest, the Assembly of God missionary and the Shaker leaders. Salmon carcasses, clam and mussel shells atop cedar boughs were held ceremonially by young people, who offered them back to the river in thankfulness to the Creator.

Gracie and I left deeply moved by the hospitality of our Native American neighbors, who hosted us, grandchildren and great grandchildren of immigrants that we are—sharing the bounty they’d harvested from this land.

To listen to last Sunday’s sermon on venturing onto Isaiah 35’s Highway of Holiness, “Step by step with Jesus,” click here.

To support our ministry with Tierra Nueva, click here.

Last week I joined three other men on a harrowing 40-mile high-Cascade ski mountaineering expedition called the Ptarmigan Traverse. I had wanted to hike this route my entire adult life. When an experienced mountaineer pastor friend of mine invited me to join him in skiing it, despite my lymphoma treatments, I jumped at the opportunity and began seriously training.

For six days beginning May 1 we traversed steep mountain slopes, climbed up and skied down high-mountain passes, and ascended glaciers. On the second and third full days we experienced unexpected whiteout conditions, requiring us to navigate almost exclusively by GPS.

Our final descent to camp atop the frozen Kool Aid Lakes at the end of day two was in the dark. I wondered how I could experience God then and there illuminating my every turn through avalanche debris-strewn slopes as Psalm 119:105 states: “Your word is a lamp to my feet and a light to my path.”

I prayed continuously as we descended and traversed, experiencing something closer to Isaiah 50:10:

“Who is among you that fears the Lord, that hears the voice of his servant, who walks in darkness and has no light? Let him trust in the name of the Lord and rely on his God.”

We were glad to make it to Kool Aid Lakes by headlamp, without falling.

On the next day the whiteout conditions continued as we ascended alongside the massive glacier on Mount Formidable. With a 60 pound pack slipping or sliding backwards felt like a major setback, and cliffs below us were not comforting. I sought to experience Psalm 17:4, “My steps have held fast to your paths. My feet have not slipped,” and experienced a kind of insecure security as we broke out above the clouds to find ourselves in a gorgeous paradise at the Spider-Formidable Col, where we made camp at 7320 feet.

The following morning we awoke to clear skies. What a relief that we were going to be able to see where we were going on treacherous terrain! We made it without incident to White Rock Lakes. However on the fourth night the wind picked up, knocking down our snow wall and thrashing our tent, and the clouds engulfed us once again. It was then that I found myself feeling an old but familiar sense of impending doom.

What was I doing on this mountain, risking my life at a time when Gracie and I are feeling like we’re in the prime of our ministry lives? I remembered how I’d surrendered my life to Jesus during a snowstorm half way up El Capitan in Yosemite in 1976, when I thought all was lost.

I recalled how clearly I felt called to give up serious mountain climbing while on the edge of Mount Blanc in France in 1978, after some 150 climbers had lost their lives in the Alps that summer. I was experiencing a higher calling, which really then did take off shortly after my final serious alpine ascents there in Chamonix at the peak of my climbing career.

Now the weather was closing in around us and I found myself repenting. “Jesus, forgive me for going back to taking unnecessary risks in the mountains, which I’d left behind to follow you. Have mercy on us! Save us! We don’t want to be navigating by GPS through potentially even more dangerous terrain tomorrow!”

On the fifth day we awoke to sunny skies and began another challenging day traversing, one person at a time, below corniced mountain ridges across avalanche-prone slopes.

That entire day as we skied across, up and over the final massive mountain pass near Dome Peak and down to another frozen lake (Cub Lake), I sought to tune into God’s words to me, as Isaiah 30:21 and Psalm 32:9 declare:

“Your ears will hear a word behind you, “This is the way, walk in it,” whenever you turn to the right or to the left.”

“I will instruct you and teach you in the way which you should go; I will counsel you with my eye upon you.”

As I followed the track up the mountain and skied down over the passes and through trees (and over trees) towards the trailhead at the end of Downy Creek, I experienced a mixture of exhaustion and delight as Psalm 17:5 was being realized: “My steps have held fast to your paths. My feet have not slipped.”

I return home with a new sense of the value of life and renewed appreciation for those I love and this adventure that continues. Tuesday night at Tierra Nueva I worshipped with our faith community, experiencing Psalm 26:12.

“My foot stands on a level place; In the congregations I shall bless the Lord.”

I continue to be aware of my need to be lead by the Spirit as we navigate our path forward every day in these complex times. May God richly bless and guide you too!

For more reflections on reading the Bible in rapport with everyday life, see Bob Ekblad, Guerrilla Gospel: Reading the Bible for Liberation in the Power of the Spirit.

To support Bob & Gracie in their ministry with Tierra Nueva and The People’s Seminary click here.

In a recent trip to a 99% Muslim country, Gracie and I had the opportunity to have long conversations about Jesus with an Islamic scholar. He was fascinated by Jesus, and amazed to hear about him differentiated from Western materialism, colonialism, and American military actions. I have since found myself noticing things in the Gospels that I know would be good news to my new friend.

Peter is presented in two of the Gospels as coming against Jesus’ mission as suffering Messiah, who “must go to Jerusalem, and suffer many things from the elders and chief priests and scribes, and be killed, and be raised up on the third day” (Mt 16:21).

“God forbid it, Lord! This shall never happen to you.”

“Get behind me Satan! (Mt 16:23), says Jesus in his strongest ever rebuke. Jesus’ words here reveal that there is high-level spiritual warfare that targets Jesus’ way of defeating evil through the cross.

Have Jesus’ followers continued to rebuke Satan, the ruler of this world, as adviser behind refusals to follow Jesus’ way of redemptive suffering since his death and resurrection?  Not nearly enough!

The church built upon the old Peter (pre-Good Friday) has colluded with empires and endorsed violence (Constantine, the Crusades, colonization, slavery, modern wars, death penalty and national defense).  Jesus shows us another way.

When the authorities come to the garden in search of Jesus the Nazarene he steps forward saying: “I am he” (ego eimi)—identifying himself as the Lord who reveals his name to Moses when he called him to liberate God’s people (Ex 3:14). Jesus’ self-revelation causes his antagonists to fall to the ground. He is clear about his identity, exercising true spiritual authority through the power of the word.

In contrast, Peter steps forward with his sword. He strikes to defend a king and kingdom he wants to be then and there—of this world. He’s there to defend the innocent victim– and Jesus qualifies more than any other as a reason for “just” war. Peter cuts off the right ear of a man named Malcus, the high priest’s slave.

John’s Gospel exposes Peter’s violence as both ineffective and unjust. The victim is a slave and is mentioned by name. In John’s account Jesus does not heal him. Future readers are meant to overhear Jesus’ orders to Peter:

“Put the sword into the sheath; the cup which the Father has given me, shall I not drink it?”

Matthew’s account adds:

“For all those who take up the sword shall perish by the sword. “Or do you think that I cannot appeal to my Father, and he will at once put at my disposal more than twelve legions of angels? (Mat 26:52-53).

Peter’s violence appears to weakens him, setting him up for three denials of Jesus— and the denial of his own identity. I suggest that Christians who justify or use violence are likewise weakened, and will be prone to further denials.

In the court of the high priest Peter denies being Jesus’ disciple to inquiring servants, saying “I am not” (ouk eimi)—literally “not I am”— that is, “I am not being in my identity as a disciple of Jesus— ‘I am’.”

Once before Pilate, Jesus acknowledges that he is a king and clarifies something Peter had not understood about his kingdom:

“My kingdom is not of this world. If my kingdom were of this world, then my servants would be fighting so that I would not be handed over to the Jews; but as it is, my kingdom is not of this realm.”

Further he adds to Pilate:

“You say correctly that I am a king. For this I have been born, and for this I have come into the world, to testify to the truth. Everyone who is of the truth hears my voice.””

In too many places around the world Jesus’ disciples fall in line with Peter before his deeper conversion after Jesus’ resurrection and the pouring out of the Holy Spirit at Pentecost. May we choose to follow Jesus afresh and listen to his voice instead, renouncing violence in favor of the power of the word and the way of the cross. This will release God’s power and love into our violent world.

For further reflections on Jesus’ way of the cross see The Beautiful Gate: Enter Jesus’ Global Liberation Movement, chapter 5.

The last day of our trip to Morocco overlapped with the Pope’s visit. We had just completed the final module of our Certificate in Transformational Ministry at the Margins with 40 French-speaking Sub-Sahara African migrants. I was tired but excited after having spent time visiting house churches and engaging with serious missional leaders from ten or so different countries.

That day, Saturday, March 30 the Pope arrived for a two-day visit.  Security was tight, and only people on pre-approved lists could attend the special smaller gatherings where he was speaking. Gracie and I weren’t on any lists. Students and faculty from the ecumenical theological seminary where we were teaching who were on the list gathered excitedly, ready to travel together by bus to one of the venues.

While I was waiting around, hoping to somehow be able to go, Gracie came over and asked me to help her pray for a French woman who had had a chronic illness for over 25 years. Christian, one of the African pastors who was on the list had also told me that he would rather take us to pray for a man from one of his house churches whose legs were totally paralyzed than see the Pope. He had told us that he’d likely be coming by later that afternoon to take us to this young man’s house. I wasn’t in the mood to pray for anyone- tired from four days of straight teaching and ministry in French. 

Jesus’ journey to the feast in Jerusalem in John 5 did come to mind though—the story where he stops at the sheep gate and prays for a man paralyzed for 38 years. Stopping and praying for this man appeared Jesus’ priority over anything else.

Getting my will in alignment with Jesus’ priorities rather than seeing the Pope or being a tourist in Morocco felt like a kind of death. A Scripture from Romans 8:36 came to mind, which I’m finding myself called to remember and come under throughout each day, every day.

Just as it is written, “for your sake we are being put to death all day long; we were considered as sheep to be slaughtered.”

I reluctantly agreed to pray with Gracie for the French woman, as students and faculty left excitedly to get on the bus to see the Pope. We saw the Spirit move to bring healing and freedom– a beautiful experience! As we were wrapping up we got a call from Christian, the house church pastor from Cameroon, telling us he was on his way to take us to pray for the paralytic.

He flagged down a taxi and we headed out to one of the marginalized neighborhoods where many migrants find inexpensive housing (see video link below). The neighborhood had been cleansed of petty criminals—which normally abound, days prior to the Pope’s visit. We followed Christian through streets and alleys until we came to the paralyzed man’s house.

As we entered the smell of urine was strong. The 26-year-old man with paralyzed legs lay on a bed- immobile. His name is Jesus! He’s a worship leader from Afrique Central (Central African Republic) who had been unable to move his legs at all for over a year. We prayed for him and saw his excitement and faith build as his back pain left and he began to move his feet and legs. He insisted on attempting to get up, without out help, and was able to stand.

I think of the verse right before Romans 8:36:

“Who will separate us from the love of Christ? Will tribulation, or distress, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword?”

We left feeling like we were experiencing the verse following– Romans 8:37.

“But in all these things we overwhelmingly conquer through Him who loved us.”

As we left Jesus’ room, Christian’s five-year-old daughter tugged on his arm, telling him God was telling her to pray for a blind Morocco Muslim woman who sat by the entrance to Jesus’ apartment. Christian did an about face—returning with his daughter to the woman and her friend. He explained what God had told his daughter. The two women were deeply touched, kissing the girl’s cheeks. The little girl boldly stretched out her hand and prayed for the woman’s eye to be opened in Jesus’ name. If anyone could reach these two Moroccan women, this little girl seemed like the perfect missionary.

Surrendering to Jesus’ will involves dying to our own agendas. “Being put to death all day long” might mean relinquishing our own plans, comfort, security—whatever needs to die in favor of following a higher calling. Abundant, resurrection life awaits us.

Check out this new documentary about us, Liberating Fire, on the coming together of Word, Spirit, Street in transformational ministry among the excluded.

We also invite you to consider taking our online Certificate in Transformational Ministry at the Margins.

See our new bookstore, where we plan to promote new titles published by The People’s Seminary.

I also encourage you to check out Fred Sprinkle’s documentary film project asking the question “How does the Holy Spirit move people to address injustice in our world?” https://www.thewindvaneproject.com